my self dont question me why???? I am who i am

happy to the maxx

dear blog its been a long time i didnt update anything here. 

here is the story that related to the tittle on top. 

This pix explain everything....

Thanks to someone that bought this for me. Happy Happy Happy to the maxx

Ramadhan Al-mubarak.

Here ia i am again writting my blog when i got chance. Why my feeling really down i cant find the peaceful feeling inside of me. My negative thinking Bout him really growing fast. Why i cant be happy? I really wanna cry. I keep wondering what happen to me? Why my life turn to be this? What did i do wrong or where did i go wrong? Tooo much question in my head. I cant move on yet.

Why everytime i have energy n motivation to do good things there always something bad happen.
I really weak now and crying inside of me.

May Allah listen to me . Oh Allah i really need your guide to go through my life. People always give me hard time not even once guide me to your jannah.

Do you guys think that i dont want like others to have a normal life?
I really do . I want a good husband that can guide me to jannah, a better financial can always make my mother happy.

I really need guide for a better life.

Tired --> Letih --> Fatique --> Exhausted --> Lelah

semua perkataan satu makna....

aku terlalu lelah dengan semua manusia yang hanya tahu sakit diri nya sendiri tapi tidak memikirkan sakit orang lain... lelah ku sehingga aku hanya mampu berdiam diri....

Lelah ku hanya Allah yang tahu...
Lelah ku hanya airmata teman sejati ku.
Lelah ku letih ku membuatkan aku sesak untuk bernafas....
Lelah ku di kata kan tidak tau buat kerja .....
Lelah ku apabila setiap semua salah hanya lah salah ku....

LELAH LETIH

Jangan di tanya atau di Pertikai kan setiap kata yang tertera di atas kepada ku....

AKU SUDAH LELAH UNTUK MENJAWAB

AKU SUDAH LELAH UNTUK MENJAGA HATI ORANG...

Sedangkan hati ku selalu terguris oleh kata-kata atau perbuatan orang terhadapku...

Can i take him out from the picture

I dont know what to say and what to do anymore he ignore me like i really not exist.... I wish i can be with him for the rest of my life but HE ignore me....  

Happy during SAHUR

Alhamdulilah last night is really a miracle for me. Even last year we have sahur together but im not the one cooking.

Last night our sahur together but my first time cooking for our sahur.

All i can say Alhamdulilah.

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Ramadhan Al Mubarak.

1st day of ramadhan today. ramadhan giving alots of memories. Ramadhan i lost my beloved little brother and ramadhan also i Found my Love. Ya Allah thank you for giving me breath to meet ramadhan again.
My dear Late Brother i love n miss you so much my prayer always with you.
My dear Love , alhamdulilah u came into my life. I really love eventhough i dnt know if u do feel the same way towards me. May Allah bless us. May Allah always keep u safe n healthy.

Ramadhan Al Mubarak
Alhamdulilah i still can meet you.

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