Missing So Much

Its already almost 10 days after YOU reply me now im starting to worried when YOU didnt reply me....

Im really worried n wondering What Happen to YOU!!!!

PLUS I MISS YOU!!!!

Worried

DAY 15

Im still waiting for YOU but still no response from YOU im scared again...

Im really missing YOU....

fever n missing

I miss DAY 11, DAY 12 and DAY 13

Today

DAY 14,

Today i just recover a bit from high fever.During my sickness i always remember YOU...

smile

DAY 10

I always think if i sent something to YOU im scared that YOU will not be happy. But i try my luck just sent YOU something Suddenly tonight YESSSS YOU did reply me hehehehehe

THANK YOU ALLAH

Scared

DAY 9

I'm still counting yet while counting im scared that YOU forgot about me.

A Day alone

Day 8

A day n night alone without YOU

Even i surrounded with my family its still a day alone all by myself without YOU

All by myself 
Don't want to live, all by myself anymore

Hard to be sure
Some times I feel so insecure
And love so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

Everything i do or saw remind me of YOU

DAY 7,

This afternoon i went out watch movie all the sweetness n romance remind me of YOU.


Wish i was with YOU..

I have died everyday waiting for YOU darling, don't be afraid I have loved YOU for a Thousand years I'll love YOU for a Thousand more

 

Thinking Of HIM

DAY 6,

Chilax with Family still cant help at all....

My mind always thinking of HIM.

A night with YOU

DAY 5,

a night with YOU, i sleep with YOUR cloth that still can smell YOUR sweat...

really miss HIM....... :(

Another Night

DAY 4 ,  miss really miss YOU

All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like YOU

I Thank God That I Finally Found YOU

I Hope That YOU Feel The Same Way Too

I Pray That YOU Do Love Me Too 

lonely night

today is DAY 3 im alone... thinking what HE been doing.....


MISS  YOU LIKE CRAZY

Fever but still counting

Today is a Day 2 HE away.. wish

I hug HIM very tight..

Counting Again

Today is sunday , my counting start again....

A  day without YOU in the same area...

Hope YOU always miss me.....

Officially Counting DAY 1

Miss YOU already....

Thinking Of YOU

Im still thinking of YOU...

I still can feel when WE r kissing...

I still can feel YOU touch me...

All i think about YOU!!!!!

Precious Gift

Look What I got from HIM....

A CUTE  PRECIOUS OVERSEA GIFT FROM HIM.....

I really like it... its so cute..


Thanks LOVE

Surprise!!!!!

Last night is really surprise for me.... I never expected will get a best surprise from HIM.

HE really know how to make surprise.

Just from 1 simple message turn to be a best surprise for me.

When i open my door i never expected YOU already there.

Do YOU know that i really wanna jump to YOU . Wanna hug YOU tight. Kiss YOU

How happy i am , i cant describe my feeling its really amazing...

Its so good to have YOU beside me .

Its really a best gift for me to have YOU beside me when i wake up in the morning.

Its seem I'm  the happiest person today. YOU really make my day is the best day i had.

I'm glad i got my morning kiss from YOU. Its my second time kiss YOUR hand its quite different the feeling i had compare the first time i kiss YOUR hand.

The first time i kiss YOUR hand when send YOU off to work.
The second time I kiss YOUR hand when YOU off to overseas.

Its seem my second time is really meaningful for me.

Gosshhh I really wish my day and night with YOU never END.

My happiest moments wouldn't be complete if YOU weren't by my side

I'm Dangerously in love with YOU.

I really cant stop smiling

Everytime I see YOUR face

My heart smiles

Everytime it feels so, and it hurts sometimes

Created in this world to love, to hold, to feel, to breath, to live YOU

Dangerously in love.

21 days without YOU

I really miss YOU!! counting day waiting for YOU!!

Down because missing You

Night by night i can feel something is missing....
Yes definitely something is missing .....

The missing part is YOU ...

Lonely night is so cruel for me when YOU are not there beside me.

Life routine is really incomplete without YOU...

iI really wanna fly to YOU 

I'll really wish i have wings and spread, learn how to fly touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

I really wanna fly to YOU... and breakaway my loneliness

I really wanna say to YOU that miss YOU like Crazy....

I miss YOU like crazy

Even More than words can say

Every minute of every day,I'm so down when YOU are not around

YOU are all that I want and need

Can't YOU see how I feel

Can't YOU see that my pain's so real

When I think of YOU

I don't know what to do

When will I see YOU again

Thats How Cruel n Miserable my life without YOU...

Funtasy~dreamer: Sky are blue, forest green n waterfall..

Funtasy~dreamer: Sky are blue, forest green n waterfall..

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

I'm waiting coz I don't mean it.

im not really mean it when i say that im officialy give on you!!

im really cant give up on u coz i love you!!

i really willing to wait for you my dear.

i really miss you!!!

Finally Im officially GIVE UP

While watching korean movie i finally think that is the time for me to make a decision about everything..


Decision between Me and HIM i think its gonna be OVER!!!!


I have enough for him...

Sky are blue, forest green n waterfall..

when i look at the sky its really beautiful, when i look at the waterfall its really amazing what god gift to this world.

sitting alone infront of waterfall giving me calm n relax my self.

but deep inside my heart still wanna cry when im thinking of him.

im really adore the waterfall when the water fall there's a lake waiting for them to keep them together.

oh allah how amazing ur gift given to this world.

how i wish i can be like the waterfall when i fall down i know there's somebody waiting to catch me.

i really miss him, really miss his touch..

Sitting Alone At Coffee House

Sitting alone at the coffee house really remind me of You dear.

Whats wrong with me? i really dont know what to say as well about my self.... Im always telling myself that not hoping too much on everything that im not sure about it.

wish im gonna be with u tonite but i know its impossible.My heart really sad when my mind thinking that u not gonna be here eventhough its only for few month still its really hard to let you go.

What gonna happen if i really really miss Him?
Still i cant figure it out how? i guess i have to learn how....

How to start the rutin without missing Him

After a while away

How I miss to write in my blog. Dear blog I really miss to share with you my happiness n sadness. Dear blog I went out just now for a walk at bandar alone just to get fresh air to make myself calm while walking I'm thinking how I wish I was sitting alone writting my blog how I feel tonight.
Now I got chance to be with my blog.While walking I can think clearly n wise on 1 thing(FUTURE) its a combination of life n love. Life are tough now gosshh hard to say bout that. Love worst than I thought as well. Let's talk bout love.
Love- I really don't know where to start or how to start but I'm trying. Now u are away for how many days make me think that I really want to say I'm sorry to treat u bad. I know when u are with me u must be thinking why I'm so cold with u. Its just that I don't want to put so much hope on u coz I'm scared I'm might get hurt losing u. So I prepare myself for this.
This girl say to me that I deserve to be happy! Yes but when I think back how can I be happy when u seem not showing ur interest on me. A day u left me with a morning its give me a bit hope that u like me the way I like u. But yet when I think back do we have a chance to be together I'm lost with my hope bout it.
People say be confident with love! How can I confident with it when I don't know how to do that. My dear when morning come I'm always trying to find a best way to wake u up from sleep that's how I'm always trying my best to be a woman in ur life.

When I was givin a choice between loving u or left u neither both of the choice I choose, I choose to go with the flow.I just put my hope in fate between us.

Now my heart beat slow everytime I been ask how's love life? Do I found my love?
Wish I can ans them YES YES I FOUND HIM by introduce u to them.

A deep breath I release when I'm thinking bout u!!

Its from a simple crush bcome love!!!

I can't stop sharing bout u with my blog.

My dear blog now I'm really down thinking how miserable my life is.

Now u are out there wish I can say to u take good care!!

I'm signing off now

Sept 22, 2010

Thats the date we are connected..........

love life really unpredictable

where should i start or what words i should say bout it....

love life really can make people miserable and suffer....

but sometime will make people happy....


I'm still in dillemma now ....

I'm really in love with HIM But how can i tell him that...
I will do everything for HIM... Doesnt HE realize that how my reaction when i was with him??

I hope one day HE will know about it...

As i always BELIEVE if i love someone with all my heart , HE will love me with all HIS HEART....

Happy Happy Birthday to Me....

Its been an ages i didnt write in my blog....

Now im back.

Why i say happy happy birthday to me... because i spent my birthday with HIM till the last minute of my birthday end up ( changing time n day already to 16 may)

My day with him really the best present i ever had....

Unexpectation.....

What happen today really surprising....

This is my first time i kiss his hand.....

Its like a dream for me, im really happy today....

I can kiss his hand and get morning kiss.....

Wish i can have it all the time....

I really happy today and last night.....

Wishing is just a dream

How I Wish...

How i wish i can turn back the time.....

how i wish that we didnt meet before...

how i wish that im not in love with u.....

how i wish that we are not closed..

So that im not really into U.....

Miss You like crazy

Happy Day Yesterday

happy day!!! that the only word i can say n describe bout it the day i been through yesterday...

spending time is a precious time...

i love my day yesterday!!!!

i love h..

whats on my mind now!!!!!

Its been a while im away from my blog....

Now i try to grab a chance to write again..

Ohh i got a feeling but i cant describe about it... And i dont dare to say it also to anyone until im sure about it...

Anyway i should continued the story between US, But put it this way life is really a rollercoster that we cant predict whats gonna happen in a future...

Ohh well i will try to continued soon about the story between US.....

Happiness ended sadness

All this while happiness and sadness surrounded gravity...

Its started with happiness when i got the chance to spent my time at his DAY...

Its Ended when i saw his status ........... Oh Goshhhh what a fate i been through..

After that i been thinking do i still have a chance to see and spent time with HIM.....

Really Wanna cry !!!!!! MISS HIM SO MUCH.........

I HOPE YOU READ THIS....

This is from my heart.......

MIRACLE MIRACLE MIRACLE

What a miracle i been through on His Day....

Im glad i was with him on his day... there's no words to describe how HAPPY i am.....

Love U sooo Much........ You make my wish really come TRUE!!!

At this moment my mind only remember the precious time we spent together...

A precious time that i never expected .... You always surprise me....

Do You know that...
How Glad i am can watch You while You sleep like baby.till i really wana kiss YOU...
How Glad i am You are beside me when i wake up in the morning of Your day.....
How Glad i am i can wake You up...
How Happy i am get morning kiss from You!


Everything about You make me GLAD...... THANK YOU SO MUCH..

I hope YOU will accept the present that i prepare for YOU

His Day

Ermm whats shall i do?

I wanted to give him something special but will he accept? Anyway i think now his happy with the attach he have.

So sad ..... im really down everytime i think of him because im scared to lost him....

Hope im not gonna lost him .....

The day we meet...

This is story between us.....


meet during the lost of 1 closed family member....

The beginnig of the story when we realize that we know each other ..... We keep on teasing to each other eventho at that time he got thing to do and me , i have to give support to my family...

Day by day we meet till the problem settle....

Simple message that make my day shinning

Still thinking of U,

What shall i do either to let my feeling towards you go dissapear or shall i keep this feeling then let U know about it?

Even we didnt meet just a simple message from U also already make my day turn to be a happy day eventho i had a bad early morning today started at work...

I just hoping i will get the answer as soon as possible...

how i miss u.......

im really missing u....

back few months ago im happy because im with U, im happy spent my time with U. Im happy when i woke up U are beside me. Everytime spent time with U is a precious time for me.

The night we spent time together is a wonderful night. I like watching u while sleeping. I love to wake u up in the morning because i like your face when U woke up.

But most of all i miss YOUR morning Kiss......

heart still calling his name...

recently i read about him ... what the surprise he wrote one word thats really make me sad his going to attach with sum1....

im really dissapointed... i was thought i got the chance to tell him those 3 words but too bad his going to be attach with sum1