Sunday, July 21, 2013

Ramadhan Al-mubarak.

Here ia i am again writting my blog when i got chance. Why my feeling really down i cant find the peaceful feeling inside of me. My negative thinking Bout him really growing fast. Why i cant be happy? I really wanna cry. I keep wondering what happen to me? Why my life turn to be this? What did i do wrong or where did i go wrong? Tooo much question in my head. I cant move on yet.

Why everytime i have energy n motivation to do good things there always something bad happen.
I really weak now and crying inside of me.

May Allah listen to me . Oh Allah i really need your guide to go through my life. People always give me hard time not even once guide me to your jannah.

Do you guys think that i dont want like others to have a normal life?
I really do . I want a good husband that can guide me to jannah, a better financial can always make my mother happy.

I really need guide for a better life.