Happy during SAHUR

Alhamdulilah last night is really a miracle for me. Even last year we have sahur together but im not the one cooking.

Last night our sahur together but my first time cooking for our sahur.

All i can say Alhamdulilah.

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Ramadhan Al Mubarak.

1st day of ramadhan today. ramadhan giving alots of memories. Ramadhan i lost my beloved little brother and ramadhan also i Found my Love. Ya Allah thank you for giving me breath to meet ramadhan again.
My dear Late Brother i love n miss you so much my prayer always with you.
My dear Love , alhamdulilah u came into my life. I really love eventhough i dnt know if u do feel the same way towards me. May Allah bless us. May Allah always keep u safe n healthy.

Ramadhan Al Mubarak
Alhamdulilah i still can meet you.

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Ramadhan remind me of YOU

Ramadhan al mubarak is right at the corner. Ramadhan two years ago i find my love. Miracle given by Allah

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How to tell you that i really miss YOU

its really hard to tell YOU that i really miss YOU so much

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A chance..

Thank you Allah for giving me a chance to breath again this year..
Thank you Allah for bringing HIM last nite to me.
Thank you Allah for a chance of happiness to me.


How grateful I am since today is my birthday 15/05 I was surrounded with people who love n care about me. I'm so happy my birthday morning I was with HIM.. Thanks to him, he really make me happy. I can kiss HIS HAND n I got my morning kiss from HIM...


My happiness today really can't describe in words. All I can say ALHAMDULILAH...

Heart beat calling YOUR name

This is what happen when I miss YOU , my heart beat keeping calling YOUR name every time it's beating... How I wish to say it to YOU love . But there's is something hold me back it's was SCARED that hold me back so I just keep it with until YOU say it.

HIM N MY FIRST LOVE

When HE out of town I really don't want to let HIM go but what can I do? Second day out of town HE really make me sad n down when HE told me HE stay at HIS Frens which is not appropriate for me. When I'm sad n down about I couldn't believe with my self that my first love search for me. He left a message which I really don't want to reply but when I think back n my heart really in pain when I think how HE enjoy himself out of town with HIS Frens. That the time I start reply my first love message. I couldnt believe it when my first love say between us still there but I already told he just my past anyway he already married but why until now he still search for me? When I reply my first love text it's really makes me cry because what ever he say to me that's really I waiting for long time ago. I really can't help myself now cause I really down n sad everything mix up. LOVE!!

I Really Miss the old of YOU!

How I wish to tell YOU that really miss the old of YOU
I miss YOU.. I always remember The day we meet
When lost hope but YOU are there make me Smile!
I miss YOU really miss YOU!!
HOW TO TELL YOU that I MISS YOU

Should I call YOU?

A week ago i wrote about how dissapointing at YOU! But Now Since I miss YOU so much should I call YOU?

DISSAPOINTING

It's been a month I didn't update my blog tonite I got a chance to update it.... Yesterday is a valentines day but nothing happen. Recently HE always ignore me ... He did update his status or add Frens in Facebook but HE ignore my inbox which contain that I really worried about HIM!! Wat did I did wrong or say wrong? Where is my mistake until YOU treat me like this why? Why? Why?

This song dedicated to HF

Biarkan waktu teruslah berputar
Mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar
Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
Ku ikhlas ‘tuk bertahan
Cintaku padamu begitu besar
Namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan
Malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal
Membuat keresahan

Meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan
Hingga ku jatuhkan airmata
Kekecewaan ku sungguh tak berarah
Biarkan ku harus bertahan

Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah


Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Ku relakan yang indah dalam hatinya

You think You wanna Change?

Tonite 8:58pm 12 january 2012, its already new year  HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
Tonite i just got chance to update my diary.
My new resolution really not work out for me .....

Why its not work out for me? well after the incident 10 january i saw YOUR updated status in facebook that stated that YOU wanna change its really make me SAD.... i really wanna cry... Im scared of the changes where YOU gonna ignore me forever when my love growing inside.

I'm really scared to lose YOU.... really scared ...
YOU didnt reply me when i sent you a message... Why? are you gonna leave without saying anything?

Im really worried about YOURSELF when u didnt turn up at my house at new year eve which YOU did last year....
Now YOUR birthday rite at the corner still i cant contact YOU? i really wanna call YOU but will YOU answer me?

i really wanna spend my time with YOU during YOUR birthday just like last year....

I always waited for YOU to come home every single nite Y? coz i love YOU...

Cant you realize that i really love YOU... I REALLY LOVE YOU....

Im really waiting for YOU to say that to me that YOU LOVE ME ....

Why? What Happen? I dont know really dont know....

I really doesnt want to lose YOU in my life....


Are YOU really wanna change and leave me just like that?

Every night i cry for YOU coz i really love and miss YOU...

HJ F_U_A_N_  I LOVE YOU.

HJ FA__Z__I  I MISS YOU

I REALLY DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU HJ F


I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

I MISS YOU SO MUCH

I WANNA HOLD YOU TIGHT

I WANNA HUG YOU

I WANNA KISS YOU