Finally Im officially GIVE UP

While watching korean movie i finally think that is the time for me to make a decision about everything..


Decision between Me and HIM i think its gonna be OVER!!!!


I have enough for him...

Sky are blue, forest green n waterfall..

when i look at the sky its really beautiful, when i look at the waterfall its really amazing what god gift to this world.

sitting alone infront of waterfall giving me calm n relax my self.

but deep inside my heart still wanna cry when im thinking of him.

im really adore the waterfall when the water fall there's a lake waiting for them to keep them together.

oh allah how amazing ur gift given to this world.

how i wish i can be like the waterfall when i fall down i know there's somebody waiting to catch me.

i really miss him, really miss his touch..

Sitting Alone At Coffee House

Sitting alone at the coffee house really remind me of You dear.

Whats wrong with me? i really dont know what to say as well about my self.... Im always telling myself that not hoping too much on everything that im not sure about it.

wish im gonna be with u tonite but i know its impossible.My heart really sad when my mind thinking that u not gonna be here eventhough its only for few month still its really hard to let you go.

What gonna happen if i really really miss Him?
Still i cant figure it out how? i guess i have to learn how....

How to start the rutin without missing Him

After a while away

How I miss to write in my blog. Dear blog I really miss to share with you my happiness n sadness. Dear blog I went out just now for a walk at bandar alone just to get fresh air to make myself calm while walking I'm thinking how I wish I was sitting alone writting my blog how I feel tonight.
Now I got chance to be with my blog.While walking I can think clearly n wise on 1 thing(FUTURE) its a combination of life n love. Life are tough now gosshh hard to say bout that. Love worst than I thought as well. Let's talk bout love.
Love- I really don't know where to start or how to start but I'm trying. Now u are away for how many days make me think that I really want to say I'm sorry to treat u bad. I know when u are with me u must be thinking why I'm so cold with u. Its just that I don't want to put so much hope on u coz I'm scared I'm might get hurt losing u. So I prepare myself for this.
This girl say to me that I deserve to be happy! Yes but when I think back how can I be happy when u seem not showing ur interest on me. A day u left me with a morning its give me a bit hope that u like me the way I like u. But yet when I think back do we have a chance to be together I'm lost with my hope bout it.
People say be confident with love! How can I confident with it when I don't know how to do that. My dear when morning come I'm always trying to find a best way to wake u up from sleep that's how I'm always trying my best to be a woman in ur life.

When I was givin a choice between loving u or left u neither both of the choice I choose, I choose to go with the flow.I just put my hope in fate between us.

Now my heart beat slow everytime I been ask how's love life? Do I found my love?
Wish I can ans them YES YES I FOUND HIM by introduce u to them.

A deep breath I release when I'm thinking bout u!!

Its from a simple crush bcome love!!!

I can't stop sharing bout u with my blog.

My dear blog now I'm really down thinking how miserable my life is.

Now u are out there wish I can say to u take good care!!

I'm signing off now